27/365 “i hate missing people. it sucks when they are so far away. it sucks even more when they’re just in front of you but they’re not actually there.”
25/365 I still miss you quite terribly.
24/365 I tried to decipher you.
I found myself caught up in you.
You are all I could think of.
Universal Studios Singapore
23/365 Last photo on film
Botanical Gardens Singapore
21/365 Black bird singing in the dead of night Take these sunken eyes and learn to see all your life you were only waiting for this moment to be free
16/365 The view is just breathtaking!
Thirty-fourth floor. Four girls and the whole world all to themselves.
It’s been a long day of shooting and I feel exhausted, we all feel exhausted. From 9 in the morning to 10 in the evening, nothing new there. We climb up a flight of stairs, cautious of each step and arrive at the top. I am speechless at this majestic view.
Oh how I have always dreamed of seeing the whole city light up. I admire the view and stand there quietly. We don’t speak to one another. We simply look because not everyday are you gifted with this kind of scenery.
There are times when I work too much and feel so alone. Sometimes I think I’m growing up too fast that in a few years, I will regret having rushed so many things. There are some days when all I want is to screw up and learn from these mistakes but in the real world, mistakes means disappointing people, people who matter.
At night when I’m all by myself, waiting to go home, I think of all the things I’m missing. All these moments I probably have let gone by. I think of what my classmates might be doing at that very moment, while I just have gotten off from work. Sometimes, it’s the peaceful kind of quiet, other times it’s the lonely kind of quiet. Sometimes I think I’m making right decisions, one after the other, other times, I don’t.
Today, I did. And it doesn’t feel so alone at the top, not as lonely as I always thought it was.